You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are…
You and me I can see us dying…are we?

Ook al leef je van dag tot dag met die zware gedachten en herinneringen, probeer toch altijd het beste eruit te halen. Leer van het verleden en leef in het heden, anders hou je het niet uit. Ook al lijkt alles nog zo moeilijk en zwaar, dingen komen alleen als je het aankunt.

"Things can be difficult, but not impossible"

"Life is like a box of chocolates: You never know what you're gonna get."

Forrest Gump (1994)

It's the heart afraid of breaking,
that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.

 

My sadness shows,
As your name is carved in stone.
Can't erase the words so the reality grows.

I want to stand beside you
I'm running crying through the pain
You're going through
So the death you're seeing is close

Cold sweats, hallucinations
I want to speed to stop the hell I'm going through
The addiction's taking you

Can you see me through bloodshot eyes (shot eyes)
Should I fight for What is right or let it die
Now I'm choking on forced out lies
Do I fight or let it die

I will fight, one more fight
Don't break down in front of me
I will fight, when you fight
I am not the enemy
I will fight one last time
Are you listening to me
I will fight, the last fight
I am not your enemy

Everyone is sick of caring
No silver lining on the cloud that covers you
Let it pour and soak you through
No hope just desperation
So sit and wait for death
And pray it takes you soon
The addiction's taking you

Can you see me through bloodshot eyes (shot eyes)
Should I fight for what is right or let it die
Now I'm choking on force fed lies
Do I fight or let it die

I will fight, one more fight
Don't break down in front of me
I will fight, when you fight
I am not the enemy
I will fight one last time
Are you listening to me
I will fight, the last fight
I am not your enemy

I am not your, not your enemy!

And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you
And this is who I am when, when I don’t know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when it’s all left up to me

Breathe your life into me, I can feel you
I’m falling, falling faster, breathe your life into me
I still need you, I’m falling, falling
Breathe into me, breathe into me

And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge
And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground
And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don’t feel any pain
And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call  but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

                                           Kiss, while your lips are still red..

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling

I can’t seem to find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I’m convinced that there’s)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled
Itself upon me distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I’m convinced that there’s)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There’s something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming
(Confusing what is real)
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling
(Confusing what is real)